MY FIRST WRITTEN, PRODUCED AND DIRECTED PLAY: "HER EXCUSES...HIS REASONS"

COMING THIS MAY. DONT MISS IT!

THE MARRIED COUPLE WHO HAD ALL BUT A MARRIAGE, AN UNRULY WIFE AND A VULNERABLE HUSBAND WHO DECIDES THAT

"ENOUGH IS ENOUGH."

WHAT WILL BE THE OUTCOME OF HIS "OUT COME" TO THE NEW WORLD OF WOMEN?

"WHAT THE ENEMY WANTS&THE FATHER DECLARES"

THE ENEMY WANTS TO MAKE YOU FEEL INTIMIMDATED, LOST AND WORTHLESS.
SAD WEARY, AND LONELY; FRIGTHENED LOST AND OPRESSED
DISTRESSED, SUPPORESSED, AND REPRESSED.
THE ENEMY HAS AN ASSIGNMENT. HE DOES HIS JOB: YOU BELIEVE HIM.
THE FATHER TELLS YOU YOU ARE "CONQUERERS," "WARRIORS" "SONS" AND "DAUGHTERS." HE REMINDS YOU; THAT YOU ARE AUTHORITY; AND YOU DOUBT.
WERE GIVEN THE INFORMATION FROM THE FATHER, IN WHICH WE PRAY OR CALL ON WHEN WE'RE FRANTIC; YET WE BELIEVE IN THE DEVIL'S VERDICT. WHAT ARE WE LOOKING FOR? WHO DO WE BELIEVE?
FEAR AND DOUBT: THAT'S WHAT THE ENEMY WANTS; BUT "FAITH IS THE SUBSTANCE OF THINGS HOPED FOR, THE EVIDENCE OF THINGS NOT SEEN."

"AND STILL I'M NOT COMPLETE"

I’ve climbed the mountains, I’ve flown the skies I’ve heard some truths as well as lies. I’ve been respected and then despised but still I’m not complete. I’ve made new friends transformed to foes. I’ve watched the highs become the lows. Regretted for those of whom I chose but still I’m not complete. When will my faith out weigh my doubts? Why am I in yet feeling out? Silently my heart tends to shout that I am not complete. Lord please re-store my mental state. Re-fabricate re-moderate. Re-iterate and re-instate. Re-generate and move the hate If I should fear please move the doubt. Please find my wrong and move it out. And where I’m wounded Lord please heal. Where danger lurks, oh Lord reveal Re-store my spirit, build me up. Instill your spirit. Fill my cup. Give me the zeal to live for you. Remove my heart and make it new. Oh Lord please shield me from the world of hurt, pain, and deceit… By doing these things I thank you Lord for making me complete. BENJAMIN GAINOUS 09

"YET I STAND"

TORN INTO PIECES BROUGHT TO AN END...ALONE IN THE DARK WITHOUT FAMILY OR FRIEND.IGNORED AS I REACHED OUT, UNHEARD AS I CRIED...OPPRESSED AND DEPRESSED DISTRESSED AND DENIED. I LIFTED MY HEAD UP AND LOOKED TO THE SKY...I SAID "I CAN MAKE IT AND MY CHANGE IS NIGH." I CALLED TO THE FATHER, HE GAVE ME HIS HAND...HE TOLD ME TO BELIEVE AND HE'D HELP ME STAND.I SEE MY LIFE CHANGING I'M FREE IN THE MIND. I GATHERED MY PROBLEMS AND PLACED THEM BEHIND.AND NOW AS I STAND HERE I KNOW I SHALL BE... ALL THAT I ASPIRE SUCCESSFUL AND FREE.

FAMILY

FAMILY IS THE ANTIDOTE FOR LONELINESS,THE STRENGTH IN WEARINESS, THE CURE FOR DISMAY, AND THE DIRECTION, CORRECTION FROM WRONGNESS. FAMILY WILL PRESENT ITSELF BY DEEDS, REPRIMAND INSTRUCTION AND CONSTRUCTION. TO MY TRUE FAMILY BORN, AND UNBORN, I THANK YOU.

EPH 3:20-21

Gainous
YOU CAN EITHER PUSH YOUR GOAL, OR BE PUSHED AWAY FROM YOUR GOAL; AND WHETHER YOU GET "PATS ON THE BACKS" OR "STABBED IN THE BACK" YOUR FURTURE LIES IN YOUR DESIRE AND FAITH IN GOD.
" Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us, to Him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus to all generations, forever and ever. Amen."

My New Book

WITH ALL RESPECT TO THE ALMIGHTY GOD, MY BOOK IS NOW AVAILABLE!" GO TO www.xlibris.com bookstore AND LOOK FOR THE TITLE "OUR MOTHER...HIS FOOL." OR MY NAME. AWESOME IS THE NAME OF OUR GOD! FOR THE NEXT 30 DAYS THIS WILL BE THE ORDERING STATUS..AFTERWHICH IT WILL BE AVAILABLE ON AMAZON,BARNES AND NOBLES. I WILL POST THE OTHERS ON MY WEB PAGE. HOPING THIS BOOK TOUCHES A LIFE AND MAKES IT'S ASSIGNMENT VALID.

www.xlibris.com bookstore "Our Mother...His Fool." Special thanks to Tamara Lymon and her awesome editing, and illustrations. God Bless.

'HOW I MUST MOVE FORWARD TO THE BEGINNING

IM "TAKING" TIME; TO "GIVE" TIME TO MYSELF. OF ALL THE MANY THINGS I'VE LOOKED "AT"; I WAS THE ONE THING I LOOKED "FROM"; NOW,I MUST LOOK "TO" GOD...THAT I MIGHT LOOK "AT" ME. AND GO "FROM" ME TO GET "TO" ME. I WILL BE ALL I AM DESTINED TO BE; FOR THE GREATEST OF LOVE... BEGINS IN LOVING ME.

WHAT IS REALLY THERE?

MANY SAY THAT THEY HAVE A SPOUSE..."MATE", "BOO", OR "HONEY"; MY QUESTION IS:

"DO YOU HAVE A COMPANION?" LOSE THE TITLE, GET THE SUBSTANCE.

FOR THE SAKE OF REALITY; LET US NOT CONCENTRATE OF THE SUPERFICIAL ASPECT OF RELATIONSHIPS, THAT LEAD TO THE LOSS OF IT'S BEAUTY.

"WHO AM I?"

Who am i? One may ask; but one will never know ;so here I go.

I am "wisdom" the principle living tool: with understanding I shall rule.

I am "pride" when all else is suddenly gone; and "your brother" I'll be your strength to move on.

I'm the "beginning of a new nation" that cries out "YES WE CAN!!!" and "Power" I'll always stand.

I'm "Benjamin: Son of the right" hand strong and proud; and I'll always say it loud.

So with my held steadily held up high I'll answer to you "Who am I"... "I AM DESTINY!!!!!"

"OUR MOTHER ...HIS FOOL"

　
A horrific tale of childhood despair, Our Mother... His Fool is a saga of mother-made poverty, manipulation, mental abuse, depravity, scorn, and misery. This is an account of the life of nine children and how one woman’s search for love and marriage doomed them to over twenty years of exploitation, cruelty, and neglect.
"The Pulpit Nemesis" was the black hole of The Gainous Clan sucking the very life from them. He treated them as if they were his personal slaves. They built an empire for him as their world crumpled at his feet.
Aside from constantly promising marriage to Annastein, he was well known for "keeping company" with the single women in the church, stealing their time and money as well.
His affections didn’t rest with just the single women of the church. He had a special plan for seducing and manipulating the "Seven" sisters of the Gainous Clan.
The Reverend, well known for "pimping his flock from the pulpit".
How is this family able to reclaim their adult lives? Or can they?

"TAKING IT IN"

Taking it in, can be seen two ways, one in a vulnerable sense where in allows everything to be with a say; or with one's approval and acceptance of what is being done as for wisdom learning or such.
In today's world we must know how to "take it in" as well as disapproving as everything is not no be taken.

"LASTLY YET NOT LEAST"

BELIEVEING THAT THE LAST WILL BE FIRST AND THE FIRST WILL BE MADE LAST;
IN YOUR RELATIONS AS WELL; YOUR LAST LOVE, SHOULD BE YOUR FIRST PRIORITY.
YOUR FIRST LOVE SHOULD BE YOUR LAST PRIORITY.
LIFE HAS A NOW AND A THEN. YOU DECIFER WHICH IS WHICH.

If a Circle has no sides; Why then do we insist on spending our time chasing a the end to a never ending destination? How many times do need we pass the same areas in life before concluding that we've been here before? will we ever understand that some things will never change, or do we believe that we will be the change of the un-changeable? Lastly: with the end so near; why so we we insist on starting at the beginning? If there be an answer to this, Please help my repetitive
heart find the way.

GET UNDERSTANDING

YOU "TALK" WITH YOUR MOUTH, AND "SPEAK" FROM YOUR HEART. YOU CAN "SHOW" EXTERNALLY; BUT "PROOF" COMES INTERNALLY. YOU "WALK AWAY" WITH YOUR FEET; BUT YOU "MOVE AWAY" WITH YOUR MIND; AND WHILE "KNOWING" EVERYTHING IN YOUR HEAD, YOU ARE YET IGNORANT UNTIL YOU CAN "UNDERSTAND" ANYTHING WITH YOUR SENSE. ONE MAY ASK "WHATS THE ...DIFFERENCE?;" YOU FIGURE IT OUT.